Still About June

When I dare to say "Ok, let's try once again". It means I am willing to trust you and ready to be hurt (again). # tweeted on June 5,2012.

This is about you again, June. I swear, you have left a great feeling in my heart. This heart can laugh and smile easily remembering your silly jokes about love,life, and everything. That’s why I fell in love with you. That’s why my heart chose you. You have everything that guys before you did not have.

I tweeted those words above when you were struggling hardly to convince me that you were really crazy in love. You wanted to be my June again. I refused you so many times. But you, you never gave up to have me, to make me as your own.

I think I know you and yes I do. You are quite mad when you fall in love but not strong enough to make that love exists in a long time. That is you and I know that.

You came back in the beginning of this month, it was not the first time by the way, but in the beginning of this month I got affected by you. The way you spoke, loved and treated me made me say “YES” easily. And you finally had me.

You were so different. You treated me so right. I was happy to be with you and I think you were happy too. But ironically we had to end the happiness we felt at the time. We broke up.

It’s hurt. We were hurt but there was no tears for that, only fears. Fears of loosing you forever.

Just a couple days after the bitter ending, you came back begging for forgiveness. I forgave you, My June, as usual. I loved you sincerely and I still love you. There is no reason for me to hate you. I keep you in my heart. I keep you in my thought.

Whenever you miss me just come back and tell me what you feel but please never ask me to be your Jasmine again. Please. At least not now.

I do really miss you. I do miss your love, joke, hug and touch, but not now.

Please move on.

Goodbye and have a good life, My June. I love you.

Your ex.

Jasmine ;)